May 31, 2012
Found an amazing duplex today. It was clean, airy, light, and semi-spacious. The windows were lined with a mint paint, perfect for me and Erika’s baby cacti. Although I believe the landlords are Israeli spies, I really do hope we get this apartment. It bums me out that the deposit is $2200 though. It also bums me out because I feel so unprepared. Maybe five months ago I would have told you that I was going to Los Angeles to be near Tomas but now, he’s going to UCLA and I’m going to Berkeley, and I don’t think things can progress from seven hours away. This is an embarrassment of a paragraph. I wish I was drunk or taking a nap with my boyfriend, or both.
(Source: amorette, via kaleidoscopedreams)
bright eyes - it’s cool, we can still be friends.
This is maybe the worst I have ever felt about myself or my body.
I plan to be drunk every day for the rest of summer until I can no longer recall anything that has happened in the last twenty years.